Everyone has a ghost, everyone has a demon to exorcise!

Addiction! it doesn't matter if it is physical, mental or substance based...the only cure is within yourself...you'll be so surprised how strong you are!

I fought alcohol abuse for over 20 years and I kicked it's arse big time....sure I have the occasional drink now and then but it is fleeting shadow of how it used to be with me, heh I had to drink a bottle of scotch a day just to feel normal...then a bottle on top to feel happy!
The problem with alcohol, heroin, weed/pot and cocaine is that they are all fucking superb!...they make you feel amazing and normal!
If you have a crap life then these things make it feel less crap! no one hurts or touches you when your taking the shit! you feel in control!

But the reality is you are not in control! you are basically isolating yourself from the people that matter...your body is shutting down day by day and you are not aware of it because of the high!...and the drug wont allow you to acknowledge this fact!

There is no point in me preaching over and over about this...I just want you to think long and hard about it....hey check out this song, kinda keeps me on the right road [link]

much love
James

"Auld Nature swears, the lovely dears
Her noblest work she classes, O
Her prentice han' she try'd on man,
An' then she made the lasses, O"

(Robert Burns 1759-1796)